oh god i want you so bad and knowing i can’t have you makes me feel sick. it honestly hurts how in love with you i am. seeing you with her is like being stabbed in the heart a million times. i can’t recover from the images of you and her together, smiling, and laughing. and don’t get me wrong i want you to be happy. i really do. i just wish you could be happy with me. and that we could be the ones watching the sunset together and falling slowly in love.